I've only been back a few days, and I was meaning to look you up. About being a voyeur, me too. It was in the center and looked huge, more than king- sized, the kind which is gentle but firm -- extremely comfortable yet so solid and secure that it would hold steady under the most energetic, even violent, love-making, without so much as a squeak. I think that her independence was threatened. I've always wanted to have a woman give me an obscene phone call about window peeking at me and then catching her in the act. " she whispered against my chest. But then, what do I know. She was adamant that all she needed for a good time on the spur of the moment was what God gave her. " she asked in disbelief. " I kissed her back.